Sent in to MadPriest Towers by THEMETHATISME:

published by The Valley News
(White River Junction, VT)
Sunday, April 30, 2000

Many letters have been sent to the Valley News concerning the homosexual menace in Vermont. I am the mother of a gay son and I've taken enough from you good people.

I'm tired of your foolish rhetoric about the "homosexual agenda" and your allegations that accepting homosexuality is the same thing as advocating sex with children. You are cruel and ignorant. You have been robbing me of the joys of motherhood ever since my children were tiny.

My firstborn son started suffering at the hands of the moral little thugs from your moral, upright families from the time he was in the first grade. He was physically and verbally abused from first grade straight through high school because he was perceived to be gay.

He never professed to be gay or had any association with anything gay, but he had the misfortune not to walk or have gestures like the other boys. He was called "fag" incessantly, starting when he was 6.

In high school, while your children were doing what kids that age should be doing, mine labored over a suicide note, drafting and redrafting it to be sure his family knew how much he loved them. My sobbing 17-year-old tore the heart out of me as he choked out that he just couldn't bear to continue living any longer, that he didn't want to be gay and that he couldn't face a life without dignity.

You have the audacity to talk about protecting families and children from the homosexual menace, while you yourselves tear apart families and drive children to despair. I don't know why my son is gay, but I do know that God didn't put him, and millions like him, on this Earth to give you someone to abuse. God gave you brains so that you could think, and it's about time you started doing that.

At the core of all your misguided beliefs is the belief that this could never happen to you, that there is some kind of subculture out there that people have chosen to join. The fact is that if it can happen to my family, it can happen to yours, and you won't get to choose. Whether it is genetic or whether something occurs during a critical time of fetal development, I don't know. I can only tell you with an absolute certainty that it is inborn.

If you want to tout your own morality, you'd best come up with something more substantive than your heterosexuality. You did nothing to earn it; it was given to you. If you disagree, I would be interested in hearing your story, because my own heterosexuality was a blessing I received with no effort whatsoever on my part. It is so woven into the very soul of me that nothing could ever change it. For those of you who reduce sexual orientation to a simple choice, a character issue, a bad habit or something that can be changed by a 10-step program, I'm puzzled. Are you saying that your own sexual orientation is nothing more than something you have chosen, that you could change it at will? If that's not the case, then why would you suggest that someone else can?

A popular theme in your letters is that Vermont has been infiltrated by outsiders. Both sides of my family have lived in Vermont for generations. I am heart and soul a Vermonter, so I'll thank you to stop saying that you are speaking for "true Vermonters."

You invoke the memory of the brave people who have fought on the battlefield for this great country, saying that they didn't give their lives so that the "homosexual agenda" could tear down the principles they died defending. My 83-year-old father fought in some of the most horrific battles of World War II, was wounded and awarded the Purple Heart.

He shakes his head in sadness at the life his grandson has had to live. He says he fought alongside homosexuals in those battles, that they did their part and bothered no one. One of his best friends in the service was gay, and he never knew it until the end, and when he did find out, it mattered not at all. That wasn't the measure of the man.

You religious folk just can't bear the thought that as my son emerges from the hell that was his childhood he might like to find a lifelong companion and have a measure of happiness. It offends your sensibilities that he should request the right to visit that companion in the hospital, to make medical decisions for him or to benefit from tax laws governing inheritance.

How dare he? you say. These outrageous requests would threaten the very existence of your family, would undermine the sanctity of marriage.

You use religion to abdicate your responsibility to be thinking human beings. There are vast numbers of religious people who find your attitudes repugnant. God is not for the privileged majority, and God knows my son has committed no sin.

The deep-thinking author of a letter to the April 12 Valley News who lectures about homosexual sin and tells us about "those of us who have been blessed with the benefits of a religious upbringing" asks: "What ever happened to the idea of striving . . . to be better human beings than we are?"

Indeed, sir, what ever happened to that?


ANSWER THAT! — 18 Comments

  1. I wonder if any if the “moral upstanding Christians” are even self-aware enough to get what she is saying. I suspect not…..

  2. Powerful and eloquent. You’d think the letter would melt the hardest of hearts, but it won’t.

    Sharon, may God bless you and your gay son.

  3. Rain will eventually wear down a mountain. Maybe it will prepare some hearts for the time they find out a son, a sister, a close friend is gay or lesbian.

    This past week I heard Herb Chilstrom, former head of the Evangelical Lutheran Church in America, speak of his journey in understanding. A journey which for him and his family did sadly involve losing a son to suicide.

  4. Appearing on CNN’s Larry King Live Thursday evening, Laura Bush said she did not hold the same views of her husband, former President George W. Bush, when it came to same-sex “marriage” and abortion.

    Bush: “When couples are committed to each other and love each other, then they ought to have…the same sort of rights that everyone has. I understand totally what George thinks and what other people think about marriage between a man and a woman — and it’s a real reversal for that, to accept gay marriage.”

    King: “But you do?”

    Bush: “But I think we could. I think it’s also a generational thing.”

    King: “Do you think it’s coming?”

    Bush: “Yes, it will come, I think.”

  5. Wonderful.

    God gave you brains so that you could think, and it’s about time you started doing that.

    Precisely. And a heart to feel with, which I believe God also expects people to put into service.

  6. Sorry—no mad love for Laura. She sat silently by while the party she and her husband represented waged a full-scale assault on LGBTs and women.

    Speaking up now, when it doesn’t cost her anything—but will help her sell her book—is nothing but crass opportunism.

  7. I posted the Bush quote as an example of what Erp meant by the phrase “Rain will eventually wear down a mountain.”

  8. Not to be a dog with a bone, MP, but…

    She was ALREADY pro-choice (and very likely pro-equality too, but I won’t swear to that one). As was her mother-in-law.

    They played “good little wifey” so their men could have incredible power and they could accrue the benefits thereof. That makes me ill, quite frankly—poor women, women of color, and LGBTs the nation over paid for their silence. Some with their lives.

    Move over Rowan…you have company….

  9. You miss the point, Doxy. Erp made a statement of fact which was value neutral. The very thing you accuse Mrs Bush of, is, actually, part of Erp’s hopeful prognosis. Whether you think Bush’s statement courageous or opportunistic is irrelevant.The fact is, as Erp points out, victory is certain saith the Lord.

    The fact that it is taking far too long for our liking is, of course, a separate matter.